HATE MY SELF....CURSE CURSE CURSE

WHY HIDER WHY....


WHY DO YOU HAVE THIS FEELING???

DO YOU DONT KNOW THAT ITS ALL WRONG.....


ALL WRONG HIDER....THAT KIND OF FEELING IS WRONG....


WHICH PART OF THAT FEELING DO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HIDER???

IM REALY REALY STUPID IF IM STILL HAVE THAT FEELING....

HIDER COME ON...WAKE UP....

OUTHERE STILL HAVE...HAVE A CHANCE...HAVE A LIGTH....HAVE A WAY....


ples hider ples...let it go......


ALLAH....PLES HELP ME....PLES...

I KNOW I DO WRONG ....

ALLAH...PLES GIVE ME STRENGTH.....PLES GIVE ME "HIDAYAH"....

IM TIRED YA ALLAHHH..REALLY REALY BECOZ OF THIS FEELING....

IM GUILTY YA ALLAH.....

IM KNOW "YOU" ALWAYS BESIDE ME.....

HURM....